UPDATE!
It’s been a while since I have been on and posted anything, so let me start off by saying I’m very sorry. I went away on vacation for the 4th of July. I had an amazing time and am kind of bummed that it had to come to an end. Also I have been working a lot, so trying to find time has been very very hard. I actually have work tonight, but I figured I would drop in and say hello. A lot of things have been going on and changing in my life. I think life is crazy. I have been getting new perspectives on everything from my friends, to family, to even what I want to do with my life. Friends who I thought would be around forever are leaving or just no longer making an effort. Family well I have realized how important they really are and mean to me. And as for my life, well… I guess in a way I feel left behind and confused. All my friends are going to be attending college and either know what they want or are just going to go and attempt to figure it out. However for me, I’m a taking a year and working. I’m going to discover myself. People laugh at me when I tell them that one day I will win an Oscar and be as big of an Actress as Angelina Jolie, or Hilary Swank. Sometimes I dream way too big for my own good, but I know that without my dreams I would be boring and undetermined. I have come to find that one thing that annoys me the most is when someone says they want to stay where they are and that they are content. A couple weeks ago I was with a friend. We were talking about what I will be doing with my life and I was going to move to Missouri and attend college, but my financial aid was not in my favor. Anywho… She voiced her opinion and said it wouldn’t be something she would do, and then I had said that it was my decision and all and explained that I want to go to a place where I know absolutely no one or where I’m going and for it to be an adventure. She then told me that she likes where she is and that she wouldn’t dream of moving. To me that is crazy talk. Everyone should want to go out and explore the world. I guess some people just don’t understand the beauty and opportunities that are out there. Anyways sorry about that rant I have just had a lot on my mind. Hope you all are enjoying your summer and staying cool! <3
